Against All Odds
Eversince when I was still young, I could say that I already been tested how strong I am and how independent I am…
When I think of love, it is as simple as that like "love is the precious feeling", but is it as really as simple as that?
When I was still young, I fell like am not loved by my family coz of so many reasons, maybe it is just because I am toooooo sensitive, pessimistic…But though I felt like I am not special in the family, but there were a lot of things that I felt so thankful coz of that kind of treatment, it made me realize that I love my family against all odds, against everything that I experienced with my family, in good and bad times, I still love them, and I cant simply turn my back on them and have a grudge in my heart for them. For me, loving a person or a family or friends or anybody else means that you love them not because of "if’s", "but’s" and no exact reason why you love them, because its love..
I hope that someday, before my eyes shut off to forever, all of the people that became part of my life will feel the love that I have for them and make them realize that I made change their lives and give them the happiness that is not temporary but lasting and comes from within…
I owe so much for my family, I will not be here in this world and felt how beautiful and meaningful life is without them..And so, I really am grateful having them in my life and I am so blessed to have them..
For my husband, he is my strength and my bestfriend and my counsellor, my best buddy, the best man for me…I am so lucky that I got his love and set his eyes on me…I have everything that I need in a man.. I only ask for a village but he give me the whole world..So there’s nothing I can ask for, I have everything..
Thanks God for all of this things! I thank Him for everything, for the trials, for the sufferings, for the heartaches, coz in those unlucky times, it made me strong and independent and confident enough to face the world on my own foot set on the ground and faith to myself. I am also thankful for the blessings that I receive everyday, for the love, for the life and everything coz it made sustain my life…Through all of those blessings, my life is complete and colorful, even brighter and brighter each day!