The Best thing to make your day meaningful!
One night, me and my husband were talking about what will happen if one of us will leave each othe, like death. When I come to think of it, I felt like I cant live this world anymore without my husband beside me. Sound crazy, sounded hopeless, but that is what I felt. I know that it is not good to depend yourself to anybody, but I cant keep myself to felt that way.
Chuck was crying, and so do I, when we talk about it. We promised to each other not to leave each other, but we cannot control our lives, anytime from now, we will leave this world.
That is why I always live each day with Chuck like its the end of my life and tomorrow I will die, and so before I will close my eyes to sleep, I will never forget to kiss and say "ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE!", as if it is my last words for him. I want to aver how much I love him. It hurst me whenever I think of that day to happen, but life is like that, when there is alpha, then there is also an omega in our lives. That is the constant future that we all have.
For me, making the day a good one, express love to your family, to your love one, to your friends, in any ways, because death is just right beside us, waiting for the right time, so make each day like it is your last day, say "sorry" if you made fault to someone, and say "forgive me"…I know, it is a hard thing to do, but dont you know that those words will make your life great and happy? So, dont be shy, set aside your Pride, coz the Pride is like a termites that will ruin ourselves little by little…
Just take this example, if you will be leaving your town and you will go to other place for good, what you will do for your last day in that town? I am sure, you will say goodbye to your family, friends, and will have a great time with them, talking and laughing with them, making that day a great day with them and before you will left and ride on your car on your way to the airport, you will kiss and say "bye" to every person in your family and hug them so tight….
I just do hope and pray that I will be able to make myself into a better one, not because I wanted to become saint, a hero, a famous, but I wanted to do my best for the glory of God who made me and give me life.
May every people will have a good "end of day" always….Sorry for that term, but that is one way to start a good and meaningful day…
